Thursday, January 15, 2009

The Prophet: On Beauty

"And a poet said, Speak to us of Beauty.
And he answered:
Where shall you seek beauty, and how
shall you find her unless she herself be your
way and your guide?
And how shall you speak of her except
she be the weaver of your speech?

The aggrieved and the injured say,
'Beauty is kind and gentle.
Like a young mother half-shy of her
own glory she walks among us.'
And the passionate say, 'Nay, beauty is
a thing of might and dread.
Like the tempest she shakes the earth
beneath us and the sky above us.'

The tired and the weary say, 'Beauty is
of soft whisperings. She speaks in our spirit.
Her voice yields to our silences like a faint
light that quivers in fear of a shadow.'
But the restless say, 'We have heard her
shouting among the mountains,
And with her cries came the sound of
hoofs, and the beating of wings and the
roaring of lions.'

At night the watchmen of the city say,
'Beauty shall ride with the dawn of the east.'
And at noontide the toilers and the way-
farers say, 'We have seen her leaning over
the earth from the windows of the sunset.'

In winter say the snow-bound, 'She shall
come with the spring leaping upon the hills.'
And in the summer heat the reapers say,
'We have seen her dancing with the autumn
leaves, and we saw a drift of snow in her hair.'
All these things have you said of beauty,
Yet in truth you spoke not of her but of
needs unsatisfied,
And beauty is not a need but an ecstasy.
It is not a mouth thirsting nor an empty
hand stretched forth,
But rather a heart enflamed and a soul
enchanted.

It is not the image you would see nor the
song you would hear,
But rather an image you see though you
close your eyes and a song you hear though
you shut your ears.
It is not the sap within the furrowed bark,
nor a wing attached to a claw,
But rather a garden for ever in bloom and
a flock of angels for ever in flight.

People of Orphalese, beauty is life when
life unveils her holy face.
But you are life and you are the veil.
Beauty is eternity gazing at itself
in a mirror.
But you are eternity and you are
the mirror."

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

well hey!

i finally have the internet back on my laptop! more late nights of writing things that make only partial sense to me in the mornings!

i've hit somewhat of a dead end with the story i'm writing. i have been needing some inspiration and stimulation for awhile, and i think i found it. :) i'm still unsure of what direction i plan on taking the story though. there are so many parts of myself that i want to weave through my words, but i'm VERY unsure of how that would be accomplished. i don't want it to read like a journal of mine.

in other news, i am pretty excited for the classes i am taking this spring. Forgiveness & Reconciliation, Applied Ethics, Developmental Psychology, and Memory & Cognition. WAY too much of the awesome ahead.

NEWS FLASH: Limewire magically started working again, so i am going to go download as much music as i can before it leaves me again! i'm like Noah from The Notebook, sucking as much out of my love as possible before she fades!

...yes, it's 2am.